1、对自己的忠告前一天，也是我知道自己的生活中将会发生什么的前一天。我全神贯注地写这篇文章，相信自己会继续前进，不会被生活抛弃。我决定尽一切可能去了解世界的每一方面。我坚信自己会有所成就，尽管那个承载着我的命运的信封，给我带来了坏消息。那些坚持认为这个时代唯一的谋生手段是获得大学学位，我将永不听信。那些说我是一个没有梦想的空想家的人，我将毫不理睬。我告诉自己，尽管大学可能没有录取我，可我曾见过北极光，它们在我面前幕布般展开；我曾品尝过巴黎的美酒；畅游过大西洋和太平洋；我曾去过爱尔兰的酒馆，在古罗马城镇广场欣赏过日出；我也曾爬过瑞士的阿尔卑斯山，蜀国天上能看见的所有星星。我体验了自己喜欢的生活，我会
2、告诉自己，即使那个小信封流露出的全是拒绝，这个被拒绝的人也会继续前进，去看更多的山脉，去游遍更多的河流，并继续数星星，因为某个地方已经注定，我必须过属于自己的生活，而我知道怎么去过。明天，我的邮箱里会有一封信，它会带来答案，我已经准备好用勇气和自尊来承受。我不会哭，除非是喜悦的泪水，因为我告别了童年，迎来了新的生活一种神秘和未知的生活。它将教导我成长，让我懂得事物的生存之道。它将会过滤我所有的遗憾，成倍增长我的个人价值。在我的战役中，我会变得强壮细小的东西将无法将我击倒。我会告诉自己，偶尔的浮躁无关紧要，友善会弥补你的过错。我知道自己很善良，且很聪明，不一定非要上了大学才能聪明。我知道自己是谁
3、，尽管自己的多重性格令一些大脑外科医生都手足无措。我生来就是一个独立而高傲的女人，我接受自己，不论大学是否录取我，我都会真诚对待自己和周围的人。这个星期，我将学会坚持与学校的一切告别，我会记住我的朋友、熟人和偶像，我将祝愿他们好运连连。那封还没有寄到的信，不只是一封信，而是我对自己的生活做出的决定。像所有同龄的人一样，我也很困惑，但我绝不回头。不管身在何处，我只会展望明天，迎接每一天的到来。A Proposal to MyselfI am writing this day before I know my fatethe day before I know the answer to what
4、 will happen in my life . I am writing this with my mind set that I will carry on and not let life pass me by. I am determined that I will see the world in every aspect thing , even if the envelope that carries my life inside it gives me bad news .I will not listen to those who insist that a univers
5、ity degree is the only way you will find a means of living these days . I will ignore those who tell me that I am a dreamer without a dream . I will tell myself that although I may not be accepted to college , I have seen the northern lights curtain themselves in front of me . I have tasted the wine
6、 in Paris and swun in the Atlantic and Pacific Oceans . I have been to an Irish pub , and I have watched the sunrise from the Roman Forum. I have climbed the Swiss Alps and counted the stars in the sky until I could see no more. I have experienced what it is like to live , and I will tell myself tha
7、t even if that even if that envelope is small and exudes rejection , the person that they have rejected will carry on and go on to see more mountains and swim in more waters and keep on counting the stars , because somewhere it is written that I must continue to live my life the way I know how to .T
8、he envelope that will reach my mailbox tomorrow will bring an answer that I am ready to bear with courage and self-respect . I will not cry , unless they be tears of joy for bidding good-bye to my childhood and welcoming in a new life -one that is mysterious and unkown . One that will teach me to gr
9、ow and understand why things are the way they are . One that will filter out all my regrets and let my self-worth multiply .I will be strong in my battle and not let little things bring me down . I will tell myself that it is okay to be scatterbrained once in a while and that sometimes the kindness
10、you show will balance out your faults . I will know that I am a good person and that being smart doesnt necessarily mean that you are accepted into college . I know who I am and there are brain surgeons who would be challenged sorting through my multifaceted psyche.I am independent by nature and a p
11、roud woman. I accept who I am . And whether or not I am accepted into college , I will be true to myself and to others around me . I will learn to carry on with every good-bye I say at school this week . I will remember my friends and acquaintances and idols ,and I will wish them the best of luck in life .The envelope that has yet to reach my house will not be a letters , but rather a decision that I will make with my life . I am confused , as are most people my age around this time but I will not look back . I will only look forward tomorrow and greet each day , wherever I am with a smile.
