1、The lastI love you.How many were there before me?What do you mean?Likehow many girls did you love before me?Love?Five.I love five women before you.What are their names?Who what when where why Can you tell me about them?Who I loved was a girl from college.I wasnt exactly close to her, butwith some su
2、perficial facts and a few interactions over semester, you know like most guys fantasizing over girl they barely know.I filled in the blank like a fary tale author.And who she become in my head was probably more than reality.She was a third year, sorority girl, yeah.I was in factual fresh man, surebu
3、t several times you spend together outside the class and really allowed me to see she also had a good heart and a bright spirit.The only problem was so she dose to every other guy and while she turned me down nicely. I swear there were times when it seemed like the clich sorority girl, mayve felt so
4、mething for the typical awkward fresh man.What I love was an old friend.But she was much more thanjust a friend.We met early in college and kept in touch with the years after.We saw each other grow and changeand through multiple relationships.I saw her different boyfriends come and go. She was also
5、there for every girlfriend. And speak up with mine, and break up with mine.Personality, humour, taste, she was all there.Her and I were almost perfect, only thing wasnt perfect was our timing.We were never single at the same time and what we loved about each other was never enough to leave who we ar
6、e with.This is something we eventually had the faith and accept.And we had to behindwhat we had.When I loved was my first girlfriend in high school.Its a bit unfair, because she enbodies a combination of both love and youth.The feeling of young love is unique and impossible to replace and replicate,
7、 because we can only be that once.High school was a time of innocence, discovery and adventure.We share these three elements together and thing like our first kiss, late night sneaking out and mad name movies, all of which now have become a nostalgic love preserved in a time that neither of us can t
8、ouch, but I know it was there.Even though we just kidsThere is not a doubt in my mind that when we were there We were in love.Where I loved was a girl I met in Los Angeles.I never intended to stay there that long.It was just a six-month internship after graduating, but it all changed when I met her.
9、Soon a year had passed, then somehow another year after that, I couldnt leave the city, I couldnt leave her.Maybe it was my desire to be on my own, or prove something to everyone back in home.But she helped me accomplished it over there.With the relationship reflect of the city we were in, a new ene
10、rgy and new experiences that really push me to mature more than anyone, or anyone else.When people asked me which city I love the most, I say L.A. the city where I loved the most.Why I loved was a close friend of mine who passed away.She told me after she was diagnosed that death was not what saden
11、her the most.But the fact that she never really felt like she had fallen in love.She wouldnt get to have those emotions, good and bad of being hurt and of being held.After she passed, those words stuck with me the most, teaching me to see that one of the greatest we have of being alive is the abilit
12、y to give, receive and even lose love.There are so many like her, whose life ends before having any of those experiences.What a waste if we dont strive to have to love in our lives, she maybe understand why, why wastes life not loving.I understand now.You are the sixth.A sixth, so which one am I the
13、n?You are none of them.Because you are all of them.You are who I love. The girl on the pedestal, the fantasy that make me believe that things are actually true.You are what I love. The depth, the insight jokes, the best friend. You are when I love. A new history has been started with you. We are the
14、 young lovers that our older selves would someday reminisce about.You are where I love. Because Id go anywhere, just to be with you. You are why I love. Because, before you, I didnt truly understand what I was looking for, now that we found each other, youve give my past and future meaning.You are the sixth. You are the last. So, how many were there before me?Five as well.What are their names?Who what when where why
