1、The Composer-Chapter One: “ Sound of music ”Subtle beauty in the screaming crescendo, pitiful echoes of anguish staccatos. Such music, harmonies heightening the senses Mystic vibrations flow through his locks of raven hue. Vermilion eyes depict his bane, a bane we share My creation, my Madonna of th
2、e Rocks, my Jack.Pale read eyes devour me mercilessly; transparent hair shimmers, dancing in what light is left. Head pounding, vision blurred Poison cruising through my veins I should be dead; it is what I deserve. Yet I live, to endure this eternal torture; slowly consuming my cursed soul A hungry
3、 monster lies motionless, like a feline ready to pounce upon its prey. Frozen-stiff, not blinking, scanning every inch of my worthless soulNothing Nothing but the crickets chirping and rasp breathing Approaching my Jack extending my agile limbs gracefullyMonster stirs Feet resonating the sounds that
4、 rekindle memories Memories of a horror unfolding Images flashing like a kaleidoscope. Never ending wires of snow white, magenta eyes With hands grasping a sodden rag that was once cherished by a child Julia Deranged laughter Him, Orlock holding my love, my Emily Fangs glisten in the moonlight as he
5、 needlessly slaughters her Moving closer “GET AWAY FROM ME!” I shrieked as a smirk fell upon his face. An overused clich uttered: “GET AWAY FROM ME!” So cute, amusing Jack “Get away from you? Im all you have left Jack” I intoned patronisingly patting his lacerated hands“ Im all you have left” Ice ca
6、resses my spine, body convulses uncontrollably Emily Julia gone All my fault All my fault River stream forth trickling Contact pulls me back from the brink of my thoughts. His eyes appear entertained, maybe even pleasured at the sight of my acrimonious tears.Light shaking, the inspiration for a new
7、musical delight dawns.A touch of tears adding feeling Heart beating. pulsing. the essence of rhythm. Even his accusing eyes add more spice Mm orchestral ecstasy Ended. All that is left is his defiant glance “Im looking out for you Jack.” I muttered lightly extracting a flask from my cloak. “Drink up
8、,” I persuaded handing my Jack a glass.“Drink up.” Dont want to Hell make me if I refuse Dare I refuse? “Alright” I hesitantly answered as he pours the unknown substance in the glass. Sipping the liquid carefully, I taste a certain edge to it Heavy eyes consciousness fadingBlessed ignorance, my poor
9、 Jack. Expression of realisation impacts, just as he falls asleep, dropping the glass. Shards, in a million pieces like him like my Jack Jack, a musical genius. Yet, he doesnt know it Sighing at his impeding ignorance, I noticed the scars upon his wrists and neck. So alluring at the same time worryi
10、ng I dont want my pretty to do my job Its my job to maim you fool, dont even attempt to molest yourself in such ways, you have no idea how to do it right. Tracing the slashes with my fingers, feeling them Too shallow, shallow by miles Pitiful, woeful. However, his mental state is better than his phy
11、sical “Ha.” I bitterly laughed at theabsurdity of the statement. Soon hell start tossing, turning and for the grand finale he will cry that wretch and waifs names, pathetically. Now that is true music, not the toilet paper stuff they call music these days. Mm. Enlightenment awaits. Just a little bit
12、 longer “Come on my pretty” I crooned as I ran my fingers through his silky ebony hair. So smooth. Patience disintegrating to agitated quavers. What is taking so long? Glaring at his immobile body. MOVE! “I give up!“ I exclaimed exiting the room hastily. Chapter Two: “Journey home”Weightless Floatin
13、g through an empty void An indistinct blur of achromatism Cool draft stirring around my body Devoid of anything, no matter, alone, no little demons gnawing at my heels No haunting red eyes with black claws and venom; spawn of Satan, more like spawn of Orlock. Undisturbed, soaring blissfully in a lan
14、d of mist and vapour; a veil of tranquillity and sanctuary. Eerily silent Nothing but the sounds of my quiescent breathing Safe Serene SpinningSmall jewels of the atmosphere flicker, candles fighting against the wind desperately. Glimmers of serenity, beacons of safety Frothy sea of mist and vapour,
15、 dancing with its partner, the moon. A silhouette appears Angel from my nightmares Porcelain face, locks of warm chocolate, star eyes so divine Other half of my soul mind, my love, my Emily My true north, bearing of warmth and love.Laughter of a childSo happy, music that heals my ears. I search for
16、the source “Dada” Gazing frantically In Emilys arms My baby, our baby, little Julia “DADA!” she squealed stretching her tiny arms out Tears fall Blurred vision I wipe them away hurriedly Still there How I miss them so much, I knew this day would finally come. All the suffering I endured, all for thi
17、s. Theyve come to take me home, where well be together till the end of time itself. My love reaches out to me Hands fly out to grasp her “Bye Jack” she said painstakingly fading Veil of tranquillity mauled defiled“NOOOOO! COME BACK, EMILY, JULIA, I LOVE YOU BOTH!” I screamed losing my self-control.
18、“YOU BASTARD! Manipulating my dreams!” I bellowed. My entire fault, my mistakes Running, blinding tears flow, cascading like a waterfall. Feet caught, gravity pulling down Down Down Down the never-ending chasmColours swirling do nothing to lift my mood. I wish I was dead. I hope Im plummeting to my
19、death.Crunch. Impacting upon a textured surface carpet? Standing up slowly, I gaze around No Im home Our house Not again I hate reliving this Julias blanket A trail of blood Tiny hands prints. A No. Broken body lies, her neck slashed I lifted my gaze Emily in his arms “NOOO!” I cried to no avail. Gr
20、aceful in the chaos, a last glance from her star eyes Her tendons contort Torn in half, her dismembered body dropped, covering the floors and the walls with a coat of garnet.Demon eyes focus upon me, smirking as I struggle trying to move, only I am frozen in place. Darting hands grasp my neck. Imped
21、ing paralysis Tighter Tighter Lack of oxygen A moan of pleasure slips out during his delirium as it all fades away Chapter Three: “Lies of Master piece”Hands turn me over abruptly, squinting into the surrounding area Only to find him standing there“He lives!” I muttered amused looking at his ruffled
22、 hair and clothes. Returning home I could hear his music as I clambered down the stairs to the dungeon “Sleep well?” I taunted turning to sit down at the moved table and chairs. Trusty little impsNot a sight to behold, but faithful and diligent in their servitude nonetheless. Words muttered Amused g
23、lance “Sleep well?” “No thanks to you, come to drug me again?” I replied sharply standing and cautiously approaching the new table and chairs. Sharp reply uttered Hmm Spicy today, about time “Dont use an ungrateful tone to your benefactor,” I said warned brandishing a flask of human blood as he sits
24、Glancing at the flask ignoring his wordsBlood, Human Blood“Dont look so horrified, besides youve had it before and you do look peaky,” I whispered feigning concern and smirked at his traumatised expression. Pushing the flask towards him “Drink you will feel better” I coaxed while nodding knowingly.
25、Its like trying to feed a newborn. Come on little Jack, come on, let the air plane in “Ha” I laughed bitterly inside my head. Human blood That could have easily been Emilys how could I drink it. “Drink youll feel better” “Now when have I heard that before,” I intoned rhetorically while eyeing the fl
26、ask suspiciously Aroma of blood stirs a feeling deep within Desire Forbidden, lucious, alluring. I want it No Yes No Yes. Snatching the flask, skulking the contents Warmth spreading from my throat to other regions Desire ebbs away.Caved in, in an instant Typical Bloodlust taking over his senses. “I
27、cant keep doing this for you Jack, youve got to start learning” I stated Killing is fun But it is slowly becoming a chore A tiresome chore to feed himDropping the empty flask on the table, licking my lips “Youve got to start learning” “How can I? How can I kill an innocent person? It would be like k
28、illing Emily!” I exclaimed glaring defiantly at Orlock; the white haired bat that is more like a deranged serial killer.That dreaded word Emily “Why do you still care about that wretch Emily?!” I asked struggling to keep the anger out of my voice.“That wretch Emily” How dare he “ How dare you speak
29、her name, you are the one that killed her!” I yelled feeling anger rising for the first time since he destroyed everything I held dear.“You are the one that killed her” “You are better off without that slut! While you were weeping over that infants corpse I had her in my arms. Do you know what she s
30、aid? “Dont kill me, Ill do anything, Ill sleep with youJust dont kill me!” She really loved you” I snapped splattering a canvas with my every word forming a masterpiece. I cannot wait to see the expression upon his face when it registers Heck, Ill make it clearer for him “She would have slept with m
31、e just to survive She would have betrayed you! Desperate whore,” I yelled as my canvas shimmers complete. Move aside Mont, Picasso, Da Vinci and Angelo Chapter Four: “Manna Unleashed”“Slut” “You know what she said? “Ill sleep with you just dont kill me” Desperate whore” Anger burning HOW DARE HE SIT
32、 THERE AMUSED, as if he was watching a pointless soapie. Come on Jack Bawl your eyes out Scream her nameHow can you sit there so blank faced? If this doesnt get him going I dont know what will “That child probably wasnt yours. Maybe it was the spawn of some pathetic loser; oh wait thats insulting yo
33、u Jack. On second thoughts maybe he was a guy she screwed for kicks. “ I commented finishing the piece with my loopy signature.All words registered upon my healed ears Feeling a crack as my poker face melts away. “Keep your forked tongue in that mouth of yours!” I exclaimed losing self-control as I
34、dived across the table hands reaching to strangle his neck.In a blink of an eye, a shriek and a crash falling, gravity pulling down. I find myself spreadeagled upon the floor with Jack glaring down menacingly at me“Dont even think about opening your mouth to say something!” I yelled as my fist began
35、 pounding upon this Selfish abomination! Satisfaction sets in, hearing sounds of bones grinding and cracking with occasional spurts of blood. He dares to yell at me! Fists colliding with every inch of my body, Jack smiling as if experiencing ecstasy. He dares to do this to me, TO ME! Ill fix him up
36、for this Grabbing his arm forcefully twisting it askew, a distinct crack resonates.Stirring beneath me Suddenly pain rippled down my arm Tears of pure agony splattered my face combining with cold sweat Pain so powerful and paralysing. Slipping gently onto the floor like a water molecule sliding down
37、 a car window on a rainy day. Fix you up wrenching him up off the floor by his now broken arm. Walking as slow as possible Unexpectedly fling him up against the coarse-grained wall. “You even think about doing that again, youll live to regret it!” I bellowed punching his challenging face into the wa
38、ll.So much pain consuming consciousness flicking in and out. Airborne blissfully then, crunch against gritty surface. “Think about doing that again, youll live to regret it” Blows face contorts, not in pain but in rage “I have the right to do whatever I want! In fact, theres nothing stopping me for
39、paying you back for Julia and Emilys deaths, no MURDERS!” I screamed pushing him away from me.“Emily” Blasted word Forced back Cocky idiot Ill teach you a lesson “Oh Emily!” I mimicked with my hands. “Do me a favour Jack. Get some “Vics Vapour Rub” put it on, snivel while consuming a tub of ice-crea
40、m and help yourself to a “100 Kleenex 3 ply tissue box” and cry that STRUMPETS NAME PATHETICALLY!” I roared while sporting a rather wide smirk.“CRY THAT STRUMPETS NAME PATHETICALLY!” There is not a word to even grace that web of lies with a reply. Lunging forward to wring his neck and wishing to hea
41、r him suffocating. Taking the bait like a well-seasoned trout, he prostrates himself pathetically. Got to give it to him for being entirely predictable. Focusing briefly, feeling the invisible net cast outMagickbeautiful yet potent.Time itself freezes What on Earth? Gazing down only to find myself l
42、evitating Orlock seemingly entertained. Glaring down with my eyes fixated. Come on move Be free Move like you normally doHow he tries to struggle! “Youll never move until I release it Jack,” I stated while shaking my head and sighing at his determination.“ Youll never move” Well, well see about that
43、. Focusing hard Resource images Running legsPouncing onto the ground approaching him, licking my lips smirking. Looks concentrated No He Jack landed swiftly on the ground How Vermilion eyes blazing as he approaches me while sharpening his clawsSensing his near impulse to run “Dont even think about i
44、t” I murmed as I summoned an image of him floating in mid airHe has me floating! “Jack you potential is amazing!” I blurted out abruptly“Potential is amazing” Hands slip into his jacket extracting a gun “Potential wont bring back my family!” I snapped bitterly resting my fingers upon the trigger“Won
45、t bring back my family” Family rhymes with slutty Emily. Ha, Ha, Ha. “But shooting me will bring them back, wont it Jack? You probably dont even have the guts to do it Come on Jack, shoot me COME ON!” I challenged my eyes flashing eagerly.“Dont have the guts, come on Jack” “SHUT UP!” I roared puttin
46、g the gun to his head, fingers playing with the trigger Pull it shut this manipulating selfish abomination up.“These are my last words to you Jack. Just remember Jack, when Im gone youll be all alone Im the only thing you have left” I whispered in his ear.“All you have left” Fingers hesitate He kill
47、ed them, mauled them, and defiled them. How can I let him live on after everything he has done?Sensing his hesitation “You need me Jack, you always will. You need someone to look after you. Only I care about you” I intoned licking his cheek A quick smile, then Hands twist then, knock the gun out of
48、his hands“You need me Jack” His tongue caressing my cheek A flash, the gun disappears Diving after it It melts as I touch it Flinching back at the sight of him standing thereGlaring down at his pitiful face looking in desperation at the now melted gun. This is one lesson you had to learn Jack, you need me. No one else can fill your empty void, only I can. If he does find one I shall put in every effort to have that one killed in front of his eyes. He is capable of killing me and yet he doesnt. Because If he kills me he loses all This is